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Noriko Mitose- Garan no Sora

October 18, 2013

伽藍の空
みとせのりこ
vierge automatique ~擬似少女楽園廃墟II~

寒い 澄んだ冬の午後に
冷えた石畳の上で息をはく

そらは白く霞んで
世界に蓋をがぶせる
わたしの心と同じ その色

わたしがどんなに呪っても
世界は終焉ならないし (無垢)
誰も死にはしない

わたしはそらを見上げて立ち尽くす

この澱んだ世界の底で (真中)
どうやって生きていけばいいのだろう

寒い 小さな部屋の隅で
ひとり浅い睡みから目を覚ます

夜、心は死んで
何故(どうして)息を蘇す
幾度でも 幾度でも 幾度でも

わたしがどんなに祈っても
悲しみはなくならないし
人は人を傷つける

わたしはそらを見上げて立ち尽くす

涙はわたしをひとときなぐさめるだけで
世界を浄い流しはしない

こころだけ抱いて死んでいけるなら
わたしはとうにここにはいない

ひろいしろい とおいそらをみあげて
わたしはただ立ち尽くす
伽藍の底に立ち尽くす

伽藍の底(空)に立ち尽くす

Samui sunda fuyu no gogo ni
Hieta ishidatami no ue de iki wo haku

Sora wa shiroku kasunde
Sekai ni futa wo kabuseru
Watashi no kokoro to onaji sono iro

Watashi ga donna ni norotte mo
Sekai wa muku (shuuen) naranai shi
Daremo shi ni wa shinai

Watashi wa sora wo miagete tachitsukusu

Kono yodonda sekai no mannaka (soko) de
Dou yatte ikiteikeba ii no darou

Samui chiisana heya no sumi de
Hitori asai madoromi kara me wo samasu

Yoru kokoro wa shinde
Doushite (naze) iki wo kaesu
Ikudo demo ikudo demo ikudo demo

Watashi ga donna ni inotte mo
Kanashimi wa naku naranai shi
Hito wa hito wo kizutsukeru

Watashi wa sora wo miagete tachitsukusu

Namida wa watashi wo hitotoki nagusameru dake de
Sekai wo nagashi wa shinai

Kokoro dake daite shinde yukeru nara
Watashi wa dou ni koko ni wa inai

Hiroi hiroi tooi sora wo miagete
Watashi tada tachitsukusu
Garan no soko ni tachitsukusu

Garan no sora ni tachitsukusu

Mostery Sky

On a clear winter afternoon
I take a breath on the cold stone paving

The sky is misty and white
As if it was covering the world with a lid
This color
Is the same as my heart

No matter how much I curse it
The world won’t ever be pure (kanji: demised)
And no one will die

I just look up at the sky and stand still

How should I live
At the middle (kanji: bottom) of this stagnated world?

At the corner of a small and cold room
I wake up from a shallow sleep

At night, my heart dies
Why is it that it always revives? (kanji: breathes again)
Many, many, many, many times

No matter how much I pray
The sadness won’t go away
And people will hurt people

I just look up at the sky and stand still

Tears may just comfort me for a moment
But they won’t wash away (Kanji: purify) the world

If I’m going to die embracing just my heart
I haven’t been here anymore for a long time already

I look up at the wide, wide and distant sky
And I just stand still
Stand still at the bottom of this monastery sky

Stand still at this monastery sky (kanji: at the bottom)

Mitose Noriko- Shiromayu no Shiro

October 17, 2013

お外になんて出たくないの
ずっとここにいたいの
誰かになんて会いたくないの
ずっと眠っていたいの

曇天の灰色 曇りの硝子

ゆらりゆらり ゆりかごの中
ふわりふわり 羽毛の中

世界のことなんてしりたくないの
ずっと一人でいたいの
大人になんてなりたくないの
ずっとこのままいたいの

六角のとりかご にせものの空

ゆらりゆらり 天蓋の底
ふわりふわり 鏡の底

少女は淡い唇から糸吐いて
ちいさな円い 夢の巣つくる
くるりくるり 白繭の城

お外になんて出たくないの
ずっとここにいたいの
コイビトなんてほしくないの
おやすみなさい…

Romaji:

Osoto ni nante detakunai no
Zutto koko ni itai no
Dareka ni nante aitaku nai no
Zutto nemutteitai no

Donten no haiiro Kumori no garasu

Yurari yurari yurikago no naka
Fuwari fuwari umou no naka

Sekai no koto nante shiritaku nai no
Zutto hitori de itai no
Otona ni nante naritaku nai no
Zutto kono mama itai no

Rokkaku no torikago Nisemono no sora

Yurari yurari tengai no soko
Fuwari fuwari kagami no soko

Shoujo wa awai kuchibiru kara ito haite
Chiisana marui yume no su tsukuru
Kururi kururi shiromayu no shiro

Osoto ni nante detakunai no
Zutto koko ni itai no
Koibito nante hoshiku nai no
Oyasumi nasai…

English:

The white silk castle

The actual translation would be “The white cocoon castle” but since the image the song transmits is of a cocoon-castle made of threads, I think this translation defines it better. ( “Cocoon castle” makes me think of a lots of cocoons bound together in an ugly way, but this song makes me picture something white, pure and beautiful… so well)

I don’t want to go outside
I want to stay here forever
I don’t want to meet anyone
I want to sleep forever

The gray of the heavy clouds The cloudy glass

Swaying, swaying, inside the cradle
Fluffy, fluffy, inside feathers

I don’t want to know about the world
I want to be alone forever
I don’t want to become an adult
I want to be like this forever

An hexagonal birdcage A fake sky

Swaying Swaying At the bottom of the canopy
Fluffy, fluffy, at the bottom of the mirror

From her pale lips
The maiden vomits threads
And makes a round nest of dreams
The white silk castle

I don’t want to go outside
I want to be here forever
I don’t want a lover
Good night…

Eiko Shimamiya- Ai no Uta

August 27, 2013

作詞:島みやえい子
作曲:島みやえい子

研ぎ澄まされていく その思いのかけらが
たとえこの私の 胸を傷つけても

君の目に映る 君の指し示す
その指差す先に 私は光を見てる

一人ずつ後ずさり 君から消え去ってってもかまわない
その指が奏でていくメロディに息を合わせて

私は歌うから 愛のうたを 君のうたを
私を離さないで 愛のうたは 君のために

水のように流れて 器を選ばずに
まる・しかく・さんかく 収まりきれずにまた あふれて

旅人よ泣かないで 行き場を失ったなら眠ればいい
むらさきの月の夜 その寝息に息を合わせて

私は歌うから 愛のうたを 君のうたを
優しく耳元で 愛のうたは 君のために

私は歌うから 愛のうたを 君のうたを
私を離さないで 愛のうたは 君のために

 

Togisumasarete iku sono omoi no kakera ga
Tatoe kono watashi no mune wo kizutsukete mo

Kimi no me ni utsuru kimi no sashishimesu
Sono yubi sasu saki ni watashi wa hikari wo miteru

Hitorizutsu atozusari kimi kara kiesattette mo kamawanai
Sono yubi ga kanadete iku MERODI ni iki wo awasete

Watashi wa utau kara ai no uta wo kimi no uta wo
Watashi wo hanasanai de ai no uta wa kimi no tame ni

Mizu no you ni nagarete utsuwa wo erabazu ni
Maru, shikaku, sankaku osamarikirezu mata afurete

Tabibito yo nakanai de ikiba wo ushinatta nara nemureba ii
Murasaki no tsuki no yoru sono neiki ni iki wo awasete

Watashi wa utau kara ai no uta wo kimi no uta wo
Yasashiku mimimoto de ai no uta wa kimi no tame ni

Watashi wa utau kara ai no uta wo kimi no uta wo
Watashi wo hanasanai de ai no uta wa kimi no tame ni

 

English

 

Love Song

The pieces of this feeling are going to be ground
Even if I try hurting my own chest

Reflected in your eyes is your direction
To the direction your finger points, I see light

I don’t mind if you, stepping back, disappear little by little
I will just adjust my breath to the melody those fingers play

Because I will sing a love song
Your song
Please don’t leave me
This love song is for you

Flowing like water, unable to choose a vessel
Round, square and triangular
Unable to decide, it overflows again

Traveler, don’t cry
If you lose your directions, you can just sleep
On a purple moon night, I will match this breath to your sleeping breath

Because I will sing a love song
Your song
Gently, by your ear
This love song is for you

Because I will sing a love song
Your song
Please don’t leave me
This love song is for you

Nagareboshi – Shooting Star

August 23, 2013

I like Saori Atsumi’s cover, but the original one is by Magokoro Brothers.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZJSjDby08M&fmt=18

流れ星
作詞:YO-KING
作曲:YO-KING

二人で見たユメは月の先っぽに引っかかり
上昇気流にさらわれて空へと消えていった

口からでた言葉はその時だけの音だけで
ぼくの心少し震わせて静けさに飲み込まれる

今でも優しい気持ちになれるよ 君を想い
淋しい 苦しい どう思われようともう一度 会いたい

君が大事にしていたものを ぼくが好きだった君のことを
ずっと ずっと 引きずってゆくよ
胸が熱くてのたうちまわる 流れ星のように

二人で手にしたものはあの頃だけのユメなのか
君と歩いた近道を避けて帰る夜を重ね

心が張り裂け痛くて痛くてたまらないよ
夜空へつづく長い坂道駆け上がり泣いた

君が大事にしていたもの ぼくが好きだった君のこと
そっと そっと消さないでくれ
悲しみ深く 染み込んでゆく 流れ星のように

ぎゅっと ぎゅっとつかんで離さない
いつも いつまでも輝いてくれ 流れ星のように

Futari de mita yume wa tsuki no sakippo ni hikkakari
Joushoukiryuu ni sarawarete sora e to kieteitta

Kuchi kara deta kotoba wa sono toki no oto dake de
Boku no kokoro sukoshi furuwasete shizukesa ni nomikomareru

Ima demo yasashii kimochi ni nareru yo kimi wo omoi
Sabishii Kurushii dou omowareyou to mou ichido aitai

Kimi ga daiji ni shiteita mono wo Boku ga suki datta kimi no koto wo
Zutto zutto hikizutte yuku yo

Mune ga atsukute notauchimawaru Nagareboshi no you ni

Futari de te ni shita mono wa ano koro ki datta kimi no koto

Sotto sotto kesanaidekure
Kanashimi fukaku shimikondeyuku nagareboshi no you ni

Gyutto gyutto tsukande hanasanai

Itsumo itsumademo kagayaitekure nagareboshi no you nidake no yume na no ka
Kimi to aruita chikamichi wo sakete kaeru yoru wo kasane

Shooting Star

The dream we had together is stuck at the tip of the moon
Washed away by the upsending air, it vanished into the sky

The words that left our mouths
Just became the sounds of that moment
And made my heart tremble
And then were swallowed by the silence

Even now, when I think of you, I feel a tender feeling
So lonely
So painful
No matter how I think about it
I just want to see you once again

All the things that were important to you
You, who I loved
I’ll be always, always dragged into you
My chest is so hot
Squirming like a shooting star

All the things we got together
Were just a dream at that time?
Avoiding the shortcut we used to take together
I walked back home many nights

My heart is so broken
It hurts, it hurts so much it’s unbearable
I’ll just be soaked deep into sadness
Just like a shooting star

Hold me tight, tight, don’t let me go
And always, forever
Shine for me, like a shooting star

Ono Daisuke: Lunar Maria

October 29, 2012

 

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OnoD’s new single! Yeey!

I’m really, really happy about this CD!
OnoD’s voice is flawless and we all know it. But since he started his musical career, he had the image of a “smexy rich playboyish man”. His songs also followed this aesthetic. (Netsuretsu ANSWER? Delight? pff).

But being the seiyuu he is, the fans expected something more…Mature, elegant, lovely but manly, yet sexy.
Ta-da!
Lunar Maria is here!

*fangirl squeaks, kyuun*

The Lunar Maria PV is beautiful. Beautiful. OnoD at his sexiest moments.
But my favorite is still the second track! 
The lyrics are so damn ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ I don’t have even words.
You can purchase it on CD Japan or Amazon Japan but you can also download it anywhere on internet, I’m not going to giveaway links because I don’t want to support piracy even tough I download singles afshufhsuhsuhfsua

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December 6, 2011

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Lolita Challenge day 2- 10 things I love about lolita

August 15, 2011

Day 2 – 10 things you love about lolita.

1- The prints! They can be sooo cute! I just love looking at prints. A boy wouldn’t understand how 30 flower prints can be different, but yes, for me they are! And each one of them can be special!

2- The details! Jabots, custom laces, frills, the icing of your cake earring…The sugary strawberry the bunny is eating on your dress…Just lovely.

3-The variety! A lot of styles, prints, trends! I just love how the fashion changes.

4-Undergarments! Fluffy bloomers, poofy petticoats! I just love the light feeling of wearing them.

5-Shoes! I never really cared about shoes. After knowing lolita, I started wanting to buy every lolita or loli-able shoe I find in every color! They’re all perfect for different outfits!

6-Socks! I just looooooooove socks! You can change outfits just by adding a pretty sock. And they are pretty cheap, so it’s easy to have a biiiiig collection of them! I have a lot!

7-Lace!  Soft, high quality lace! Makes everything prettier ❤ Cardigans, skirts, blouses, ribbons ~ What’s cuter than a lacy ribbon?

8-Hairstyles! I fail at styling my hair. Or maybe I just don’t have patience. But I love the variety of hairstyles and the  way girls match them with bonnets, hats, headdress..

9-The lifestyle! It’s lovely to have tea at 5PM, eat sweets, read, write letter, have dolls…There are so many special things that people don’t do anymore. Or that only children do. It’s like having an endless child/princess life <

10-Substyles & Themes! It’s an infinite variety.  Sometimes I think it’s impossible for someone do dislike lolita. Most girls would like it and find the ideal style/substyle for them once they knew really well about the fashion.

A stroll.

April 23, 2009

Not really a stroll. Sometimes I need to take a break of my hikikomori/internet stalker life and leave home.

Since Monday and Tuesday were holidays,I decided to hang out with a friend.

One of the Anises we found!~ Genis and Sheena are over there! *---* 

One of the Anises we found!~ Genis and Sheena are over there! *---*

It didn’t change my life too much because we went to an otaku spot,so…
Going there without money is madness =_= I was hungry and couldn’t even eat properly in order to pay the bus and

subway.Of course,I couldn’t buy anything,just take pictures.

 

 

Pictures with my friend’s cellphone,because my cellphone is so damn cheap and old that it can’t take pictures. At least pictures are for free…

Tales series figures~

Tales series figures~

 We decided to buy a birthday present for a friend who’s birthday is June 30th. Since she’s in love with the Tales series (I mean, Sync from ToA,she became a total fangirl),we were looking for Sync’s figure. We found a lots of characters from various Tales series, (Phantasia,Abyss,Symphonia) but we didn’t find any Sync. I was enchanted by a complete collection of the Symphonia series. I got Colette and Zelos,but I still need Sheena,Presea,Genis and Kratos. Those things are expensive,yes,they are =_= Raine and Regal are not included on this collection. Well,I miss Raine a bit,but actually,who cares for Regal? He’s total random character. I’ve never seen someone saying, “OMG REGAL IS SO HOT,HE RULEZZZ” or any fangirl (like Zelos’ hunnies or Kratos’ followers) dreaming about him. Actually I’m pretty happy he’s not included…heh.

 But well,we found Anise. I’m sure she would LOVE Sync,but she would be happy with Anise or Arietta.  We found a lots of Anises,we tried to look for cheaper ones,but they’re all the same price. Oh well,we’ll split it anyway~

Rozen Maiden series! That Suigintou was awesome! Sui IS always awesome 3 

Rozen Maiden series! That Suigintou was awesome! Sui IS always awesome ❤

Our friend was really happy when we told her,it was enough for us.

I really think the owner of the shops hated me. They were looking at me with ” ¬___¬” faces everytime and I felt their coldness.

But the owner of one of the shops was really happy,he even asked me if I’d like him to take off the figures from the boxes  in order to take better pictures! But I didn’t want to disturb,so I avoided it.
 
fate/stay/night collection!~

fate/stay/night collection!~

I was really surprised about the figure series. It was the first time I saw Rozen Maiden series complete (well,almost complete,Suiseiseki was missing…I usually see Hina,Kana and Sou,Shinku and Sui are ALWAYS missing! I wish I had enough money for them…*sigh*~ There was also a cute serie of fate/stay/night girls. Illya was SOOO CUUTE! I was enchanted by that sweet and pretty Illya figure.It was so cute…

 
 
I was also enchanted by Ryouko Asakura’s chibi figure. Since she’s  my favorite character from Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu,that chibi doll was just too cruel and tempted me with her loli cuteness i__i
 
But surely the best figure was a TREASURE I found…
So damn expensive,but at least,I could look at her and admire all her details and the sweetness of her innocent smile~…
 
 

 My aspiration. Id die if it were Miku...

My aspiration. I'd die if it were Miku...

 
 

Rin Kagamine,from Vocaloid! Ahh,I wanted to cry…I really wanted to cry when I saw her price T___T…

When I arrived home,I was so tired of walking,I felt my entire body broken.

But well,it was a lot of fun. But it’s a lot more fun when you have money…
 
*Big sigh*~
 
Oh well~